Melissa.
Melissa called me a lot.
She told me I was the only one who called her back.
Melissa loved Jesus.
Melissa was not well.
She was needy.
Sometimes she made no sense.
I could not handle Melissa.
I was in a sad space.
Melissa disappeared one day.
Left behind everything.
Went missing for three weeks.
Turns out she had amnesia.
Went to a hospital.
Family notified, going to make everything better.
Seasons went by.
Forgot about Melissa.
Well.
She was in the back of my head.
That's where I kept her.
In the back.
She called once.
Four months ago in April.
I was in a happy space.
I remember what I said.
But I don't remember what she said.
Things were ok.
I think that's what she said.
Things were ok.
Didn't she say that?
Then she stopped calling.
I thought about her two weeks ago.
She randomly popped into my head.
But I no longer had her info.
So I moved on.
Did not give it a second thought.
Then I thought about her again.
One week later.
Did not try to find her info.
Did not give it another passing thought.
One week after that I receive a call.
Melissa committed suicide
one week ago.
Melissa is in Jesus's arms now